The Dopeman
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United Kingdom
1,393 posts Joined: Aug, 2005
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Posted - 2013/04/06 : 11:23:36
i bought laminate for my living room i have a dog and it's the only room he's allowed in because i did have carpets but he has dark fur and had a funny knack of waiting till after i take him for his last walk at night and wheni'm in bed of peeing at the door and the reason he aint allowed in my bedroom is he peed on me when i was asleep ( i really dnt know how he has to pee i always walk him around the park outside my flat for a good 30mins) i want carpet for my living room and halls but the cheapest i have been quoted is 450 and that dnt include fitting (and thats the cheapest carpets too) i also have huge mice problems the flat directly below me has had nobody living in it for more than 5 years nobody has lived there since i moved in (i know because i can blast gabber all night and never recieve a single complaint)
btw the guy i'm talking about aint a peado (although there are people telling me he was charged with sexually assaulting a dog dnt know if thats true i hope it aint)
my main gripe is the fact i atm i can only afford to eat smartprice shite as soon as i buy my shopping and electricity i'm left with about 15-20 quid for emergency purposes and thats me done pretty much plus i have really bad insomnia and depression (caused by my dyspraxia) which makes me feel like crap every day and i seem to go nuts at the slightest thing another is my short term memory (lets say i put down the tv remote on the arm of my chair, i'll get up and go looking for it not seeing that it's right in front of me and a lot of the time i'll go mad then i'll see it and feel stupid and i keep doing it even though i know it's always right in front of my eyes my brain somehow makes me not see it and i dnt know why)
it just really pisses me off that i have been applying for a community care grant for 5 years and been refused every time and this guy gets out of jail and gets on straight away i just do not see how thats fair and it's all brand new stuff i've had to live with 2nd had crap since i moved into my flat and now my main things (cooker fridge and washing machine) are on death row pretty much my freezer doesn't work and i have one working ring and it's gonna take me at least 6 months to save up for a decent second had one so i feel i do deserve a bit of help it's not as if i'm asking for a million pounds and a private jet (although that would be nice lol) the only thing that keeps me going atm is 1.my dog who i love to death and 2 production and mixing ispend most of my time alone because i don't see myself as a normal person i look at the world in a different way and "normal" people frustrate me a lot of the time
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